As I have mentioned in a previous post, I am not particularly looking for anyone to marry as of right now. Although I have continuously expressed this to many different men (Orsino), they still believe that they can win my affection by trying even harder. But by doing so, it annoys me even more. However, a young man from Orsino's court came by today on Orsino's behalf. What was his name again? Oh yes, it was Cesario. Just by saying his name, I get this feeling that I have never felt before. Cesario. He is so different from every other man that I have ever met. He does not agree with everything I say or do, nor does he worship me. He makes me feel like a regular human. He challenges me. He makes me realize that I need to begin my life again. I need to stop mourning and get married and start a family. Oh, and he is also very handsome. I've never seen a man look so soft before. His face almost possesses feminine qualities. Although he does not worship me exactly, but he is very persistant and does not take no for an answer. But not like Orsino persistant, because Orsino mainly annoys me, but Cesario interests me. There's just something about him. I cannot say exactly what I is, nor could I explain all of it. There's just so much to his character that I would love to find everything about him. Oh Cesario. I've never been so attracted or interested in a man. I will learn more about him. I will be with him again. I will not let my true love get away from me.
This song completely summarizes what I am feeling:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlZxZ2n2zpw
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I think you are in love with him. Simple as that. You should get to know him so he can fall in love with you. You are clearly a beautiful woman, since so many men love you. If you are feeling such immense feelings and believe your life is just beginning, do everything to win his love. -Camille
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